Because Greg is moving jobs I may not have internet for a little while!!! It will hopefully only be for a week at the most maybe even less than that if I'm lucky.

I hate living without internet, I can't post anything or enter any icontests, I won't even be able to download any new movies or anything. Like I said hopefully it won't last long. I won't have a landline either so it means if anyone wants to ring me they have to get me on the mobile.

Also seriously thinking about going to see the doctor, it doesn't seem to matter how much sleep i'm getting, i'm totally exchausted all the time. Maybe my iron is a bit low or something, I'm just so fed up being too tired to do anything, I've been like this for a few months now and it's starting to drive me mad.

I'm in a funny kinda mood tonight, I'm not sure how to describe it except that I'm feeling everything at once and my mind is running about a million miles an hour with strange thoughts about everything and anything.

So I just wanna say wonderwhatif I hope everything works out the way you want and you're happy.

tabooism I hope you find what you're searching for.

As for me I hope that life doesn't give me too many more disappointments now that I've found what I need and I know that there are good things in life despite all the horrible things that happen in the world.


On a different note for everyone reading this you should all check out Regina Spektor, I've just heard some of her music and I'm really enjoying it.
Check out these 2 at You Tube, these are 2 of my favourites, I especially think wonderwhatif will like these:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGTDRztaCCw&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNsQewlFtEs

I'm useless at updating becuase I'm always too tired or too busy when I get home. Work has just been a nightmare the past week and I just won't go into details but it was terrible. I'm so exhausted and I have another whole week to go before I get a full weekend off.

Apart from that I've been doing Avon, painting my living room and watching the football (Euro 2008) for anyone who doesn't know.

So here's a random picspam, it contains a few pics for wonderwhatif:
( picspam )

Well that's about it for now, I'm gonna go cuddle up and watch a film until I fall into a coma.

Well I just had my first driving lesson!!!!

It actually went really well, I didn't stall the car at all and I didn't crash into anything :D

The instructor said my clutch control was excellent and I even managed to go over 30mph at one point. I really just practised getting the car going, a little bit of clutch control and turning corners. I have my second lesson next Sunday and she said we'd be doing roundabouts *chews fingernails in terror* I'm a bit aprehensive about that but we'll see how it goes, Greg will hopefully be taking me out a night or 2 this week to have a little practice.

Ooooohhhhhhh!!!!

Exciting things are happening!!!! I have booked my first driving lesson for Sunday 8th June!!!

I'm soon to be roadbound!!!! This may not seem exciting to anyone else but I've been waiting forever to learn to drive and it's finally going to happen.

In other news, Avon...Avon and more Avon. I've been so busy with it lately I hardly have time to breathe hopefully it will settle down over the next week and I might actually get some time to myself. I'll be posting a picspam of wonderwhatif and huskandashes visit. I don't think there are a huge amount of pics because we forgot to bring the camera out with us but there are a few.

I'm off to have delicious Pizza Hut and Beer now, Mwuhahahahahaha!!!!

So I haven't posted anything of any real interest for a while. I've been so busy and tired lately that I can't be bothered doing anything when I get home.

My Avon is so busy I haven't got a minute to myself. When I'm not collecting books or out at appointments I'm on the phone to people about appointments. I've signed up over 40 people so far!!!

Other than Avon I'm back working full-time at the dog groomers so I'm not getting home until about 6pm and then I've to go straight out again to Avon. I'd say that at least 3 nights a week I'm not getting dinner until 8.30pm at the earliest. This means that my weight loss is not going as well as hoped, I finally got my WeightWatchers scales and when I weighed myself I weighed 10st 6 1/2 pounds. That isn't bad considering I've had to eat a lot of ready made crap.

So I'm going to wait until my birthday is over before I really start back but in the meantime I'm watching what I eat a bit.

This is a little bit depressing but I have to share anyway, Greg found out yesterday that his mum has cancer. She went for a biopsy a month or two ago because she had a lump in her throat, it tunrs out she has cancer in her thyroid. The good news is that the doctor said it's the most treatable kind of cancer. Still it's a hard thing for anybody to deal with and I hope she's ok. Hild is a really nice person and she hasn't exactly had an easy time of it lately with one thing and another. Hopefully everything will be ok because she is still only a young woman too, only a year or two older than my own mum.

Wow, it's been a while since I've posted.

Life has been hectic and I feel like shit. I'm so tired all the time, I think it might be due to lack of sunshine. I know that sounds sill but I'm really run down and tired and I have no idea why. I just know that I feel like I need some sun.

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So S4 Battlestar Galactica started on Sky One last night and just OMG!!!
I've been waiting for what seems like forever for it to continue and it looks like this is gonna be amazing. Unfortunately this is gonna be the last season but at least they're not dragging the arse out of it like Lost.

It's been a while since I've updated.

I've been kept so busy with my Avon, I'm now an Avon Sales Leader. That basically means that as well as doing my usual stuff I go around and sign up new Avon Reps. It means more money but it's a lot of work too.

Other than that there's not been much happening, I've totally lost my iconfu so I haven't made any nice icons in a while and I still have the cold which I had about 3 weeks ago.

So my life is flying along with not much happening except me wanting to sleep all the time. I'm so tired and just feel a little bit like crap just now. I'll keep going though and hopefully it will pass.

Ok so I've been off work now since Thursday and I've gotten a lot done and here's a little list to show you how much:

I've put up shelves in my bedroom and painted them.
Finished off Gregs desk and shelves in the office and painted them.
Tidied up and organised the whole office.
Painted the dividing wall in the living/dining room with anice deep red paint.
Tidied the house and the cats and the bunnies.
Looked after Jamie(Greg's nephew) for a day and night.
Tidied up and organised my avon stuff and signed up 5 reps for my team!!!

I'm sure there's way more than that but I think I've listed enough.

Anyway onto a nice random ( picspam )

So that's that. I'm getting ready to go shower now and then see what I can fit into today.

Well it's unanimous, the beer and chinese diet works!!! I lost a pound at WeightWatchers this week after having a chinese and a few beers at the weekend.
It seems that I only lose weight on the weeks where I have my beer and chinese so maybe I should stick to that instead of trying to be really good.

Anyway that's all I have to say for now, WOOHOOOOOO ME!!!!!

I thought I would compile all my banners into a nice post so that anyone who wishes to spend hours looking at my numerous awards can do it in an organised fashio :D
So here they are all neatly under the cuts:

( Stargate SG1 )

( Stargate Atlantis )

( Farscape )

( Battlestar Galactica )

( Charmed )

( Firefly )

This quiz totally doesn't get me, I hate cold weather, although i'd be super cute if I was a baby polar bear :D

Ok so I've been very slow to update lately but I've just ben too tired to care. Anyways here goes:

At WeightWatchers I put on 0.5lbs which is hardly surprising since I had a chinese twice this week and beer and chocolate. I'm totally gonna make it up this week :D

Ben managed to get a hole in his side so he had to go to the vet, it's not that bad so it hasn't been stitched or anything but he does have to wear one of those silly collars to stop him licking it. There are pics of this in my picspam.

It snowed like mad here the other day and it was fab, everything was nice a white and wintery looking. The dogs had a fab time running around in it as can be seen in the picspam also.

I'm.... well I'm exhausted to be honest, I'm running around like a headless chicken doing Avon all the time to try and make up for the money I'm losing by only working part-time. I think my body is just completely run down, my nails won't stop breaking, my cuts and bruises are taking forever to heal, I'm knackered all the time and I just keep getting one illness after another. I really have no idea how to make it all better but hopefully it will pick up soon.

On the job front I have applied for another job with the SSPCA, no doubt I won't get this one either but you ahve to apply to be in with a chance.

Ok so enough babbling and onto ( the picspam )

Well that's it! I'm Cecil-free. I went to the family planning clinic today and had him removed, he was due to come out before the end of March so I thought i'd better get it done. I've decided not to get another one in, there's a new kind of pill out that the doctor said should suit me so i'm gonna give that a go. It wasn't sore at all. I got a little jag which numbed my arm and the doctor took Cecil out. She was way better than the stupid Irish doctor that put him in, at least she numbed my arm properly.

Anyways that's all the news for now.

WOW, GO ME!!!!!

I went to WeightWatchers after skipping it for 2 weeks and I've lost another 1.5lbs!!!!
That's huge because I've been totally flaking on it lately and I thought I would have put on a few pounds. So I have another 3 weeks in which to lose 5lbs and get to my goal weight of 10st. I'm giving myself 3 weeks because A)5lbs is not a lot to lose in 3 weeks and B)My monthly pass runs out in 3 weeks and I'm not paying for another one.

Besides my fab weight-loss not a lot is going on right now. I've been making icons like it's going out of fashion so check out wonderfulicons and give me some constructive criticism because I need it.

Wow, there has been absolutely nothing happening since my last post.

I went to the dentist because my tooth is really hurting me when anything hot or cold goes near it. It needs a root canal so long story short I have to postpone my driving lessons. I'm really annoyed about it but my tooth needs fixed and I can't afford to do both so it's gonna be a while again before I can think about starting driving lessons.

Works going good but it's not looking like I'm gonna be going back full-time anytime soon. Money is gonna be so tight next month and I still have to buy stuff to build the bunnies a run. I feel awful that I've had them for a few months now and I still don't have a run for them.

Oh here a nice pic so you can see how much they've grown, Cream has gotten very grey coloured:


Also I'm gonna have to convince Greg that I really need my LJ paid account in the hopes that he'll pay for it.

Ok so I guess it's time for that picspam. My trip to Inverness was fab with the exception of the hotel but I'm not going to get into that right now. We stopped over at a little place called Tarbet for a quick break and a play in the snow which was lovely. The scenery en-route to Inverness was gorgeous and Inverness itself was great so here comes the picspam:

( Inverness Baby, yeah!!! )

So there ya go that's the picspam.

In other news not a lot going on at the moment. I'm finally getting over the flu thing that I got so it'll be back to work on Monday for me.

Awwww crap, I just got an e-mail from LJ saying that my paid account is running out in 12 days!!!! Why the hell do they only give you 12 days notice. I so don't think I can afford to renew it again but how can I go back to a crappy unpaid account with only 15 userpics :(

I just can't go back to that few userpics, I can't!!!!!